choices

The choices we make in life is, what makes up who we are. So, no i do not regret anything i have done, I do apologize to all the people that were hurt by my choices. I have realized that in life, we must always look at how our decisions in life effect and affect those around us. I hope through my testimony and life that people can see the beauty of love as it was meant to be. I think the man upstairs has called me to bring hope to the hopeless. As i move through the next years, i will need the support of my true friends. I find so much gratification in making people smile. I am giving my best to revisit all those i may have caused pain, i want them to know that I do have remorse. as a young man i felt so much, i did not know how to deal with it, and so I turned to herion and alcohol.
this choice resulted in me hurting a lot of people. I got to the point where i could no longer feel anything. For awhile i thought i was in heaven, when in reality i was in the depths of hell. I walked down a lonely road for many years, slowly i began to realize this, and i knew i must change or die. it's been a long hard road back to my roots and i still have along road ahead of me, but i am ready. i am standing at the door and knocking. If I can just encourage one person then it will all be worth it. This next week i will begin going into West Holmes High School to share my story with kids. i am very excited, it is my desire to help. so please keep me in your prayers.
Drew